M y L i f e

這次我走開再沒有話要說出來
我不想再期待走下去還能多精彩
我不瞭解你怎能心安
也抓不住你的倔強
可是我知道你你為什麼說謊

你說你還在一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過說我沒等過難過
我也想說也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

你說你還在一分一秒也沒走開
我想留在這裏可是這一切已太晚
我不能再像從前一樣
為我們的明天瘋狂
你不必解釋你為什麼說謊

你不能說我沒有愛過說我沒等過難過
我也想說也許能重來我卻還是沉默
你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

你一直問我的心到底在不在
問我怎能不遺憾就丟失愛
而我的淚怎麼就流下來

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Name: Daphne
Birthday: 24 July
Email: daphn3.lian@gmail.com

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~~Saturday, December 20, 2008~~

11:17 PM

Throughout the world, the word "Alone"
Has all different kinds of meanings.

To some, the meaning is curling up with a good book in some quiet, away place.

To others, its a long, relaxing drive in the country.

Still others, it is relaxing bubble bath complete with candles and soothing music.

We fight many battles in our life, both physical and emotional but the fact remains that we usually fight them all alone.

My meaning of "alone" is completely different.

Alone to me means walking into a solid white room with a table in the center of it.
With all sorts of machines surrounding the table, some of which are extremely ominous looking.

It means a crew of uniformed clad personnel walking into the room with masks and gloves on.
They drape over you with all the care in the world but with the dubious task of causing you pain once more.

It means getting a needle inserted into your vein, attached to what seems like a garden hose tube leading to a bag of extremely toxic poison.

It means allowing your body to drink in all the poison for the good of your body.

And it means, after the process is complete, you leave the room as you came in ...Alone.

It means that nobody in the whole world can imagine what you go through nor do they actually care.

It means, that no matter how hard you brace yourself for the onslaught of pain and sickness, you never get used to it.

It means as you go home after the process, you will walk into the same dark, dreary surroundings.

It means that all during the day the process will bring you the severe pain and the nauseating sickness that you have become accustomed to with no relief in sight.

It means that at night, there will be none to comfort you, to talk to, and none to share your pain with you.

It means that during the night, you will fight monsters, sickness, and pain with none to accompany you on your journey.

And it means, when you wake the next day, the process is destined to repeat itself with more severity and more lonliness.

I walk this path alone with the mere fact that if I can endure the pain, it means one more day of lonliness but at least I will have one more day.

** Still cant accept the fact tat its over ** Day 10 (20/12/2008)

Im Right Here...